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January 3.7 - Forgive me

E Good Sunday to all:) (but to do as I say Sunday is almost over ç___ç). Here is an update of the Kennedy today:) This time I dedicate to my sweet darling in this period is a bit 'absent from the case study journal (damn him). I'm talking about katheryan * __ * I hope that this period will pass quickly, and in the best way mon amour: * And now get this update: D Enjoy reading my dear: D PS
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"Mom? You mean this one is your mother? "I asked.
Meredith was upset. Her complexion, already clear of his own, was even more pale than usual.
"Giovannotti not talk to me in that tone. Margaret Mary Kate are Amelie Hamilton. Duchess at the court of his majesty the Queen of England, "she said in one breath the mother of Meredith looking away as if I were not even worthy of being stared again.





"Mom why did you come here. I told you to leave me alone. I be free, "said Meredith.
"I came here to remind you of your duties as a duchess and a member of the royal family. Do you remember the Marquis Petty-Fitzmaurice? British Embassy is awaiting your arrival. "





"Wait a moment. Meredith, then your last name is not Hestings but Hamilton. But if this woman is your mother and a duchess, you're ... a ... "I did not even finish the sentence.





I could not believe what I was hearing. All this time Meredith was concealing what it really was.
"James ... let me explain. ... It is a duchess. I am part of the English aristocracy. I came here to America because I wanted to escape an arranged marriage to my mother with me is organizing this Marquis. I feel sorry for James avertelo hidden, "said Meredith.





"Do you mind? How is it that you too have concealed such an important thing. I thought you were different from Sofi, but thou hast lied. "





"Good Lord James. Why are you so stubborn? Why do you talk only and only you? Do you think the world revolves solely and exclusively to your problems? I did it for us James. How could I trust a person who was telling me that he had fallen in love with me knowing my position in society. I would like next to a man who loves me as I am, not for what they are. Why are you so obtuse? ". Meredith had never seen so angry. His eyes were bulging and shouting with all the breath in his throat. But at that moment I did not think at all to his words. I felt betrayed, I was furious. Shortly before Sofi had lied to me and find out that Meredith had done a thing for me was a big disappointment.
"What have you done Meredith? You have a relationship with this young man reckless? Which by the way is part of the common rabble. You now return to England with me and marry the Marquis Petty-Fitzmaurice.





And as for you, "she said to me the old shrew," Please go away from the life of my family. Not only you can ensure a minimally good life worthy of a person of his rank, but you're nobody and .... "





"Shut up Mom!" Meredith yelled glaring his distraught mother of what "I'm not going back to London. James ... believe me. I did not want you to tease. You are important to me. I love you and you love me too. Please James, forgive me! "I begged but at that moment all went beyond an apology.





I hated that situation, I hated the old haughty and at that moment I was convinced I also hate Meredith. So blinded by My anger and my selfishness I was not accounting for what was missing. My pride would not let me.
"Meredith go from this Marquis. We have nothing to say, "I said cool and aloof.
"No James ... you can not go away like that. You can not leave me after what happened. As has been quick. " Meredith had already come to collapse. He was about to burst into tears. That much I loved her smile was gone and his green eyes were clouded with tears ready to face rigarle. But despite all this, I turned my back and I I went.





In the damn time, I only care of my damn pride.
I went home exhausted and destroyed. I wanted to smash everything, I wanted to run away, I wanted to scream. I wanted to do many things but I could not do. I learned a few days after Meredith had packed up and was gone. He left a note under the door that just said "Everywhere I go, I will take care of you in my heart." His handwriting was beautiful in a slightly blurred. She was crying and her tears were wet this note which contained his final farewell. I tore with anger and sadness. Only then I realized what I had done. By now it was lost forever. It was certainly returned to England to marry that Marquis. I had sent an angel and I had moved away with my selfishness. I had sent the creature more perfect than there was on earth but I had thrown it away as something totally useless. Almost a year later I decided to return home from my father.





seems paradoxical, but I did not go there for him. After the death of grandparents, he lived with his friend Colin. As a youth he was a heartthrob but now, with advancing years, was limited to tease my father with hot or dirty jokes about women they saw. It was a wonderful person, strong and determined. Quite the opposite of my father. Colin much admired and so I went home, hoping for his help. In all the time spent by the departure of Meredith I did nothing but think of her. I missed so much and wanted to get it back with me. Every time I read the newspapers of his impending marriage to Bachelor and I was hoping this every time, that the man treated her well and she was conscious of the fact that next someone special, unique and that, if he had thrown away, would not have recovered earlier. When I got home was now winter. More or less the same time that I met Meredith. I dragged my suitcase up to the entrance and rang the bell. Shortly after Colin came to the door a radiant happiness.
"Hey, boy! How long! It is a pleasure that you're back! "He said, embracing after crossing the threshold.





"It's good to see Colin!" I cried. I did not see anywhere my father. It was probably in his lab playing with chemicals test tubes.
"I see you brought with you a suitcase ... and Sofi? It is not with you. "





At that moment I remembered he had not told anyone what had happened between me and my ex, except Meredith.
"It's a long story. In short, we no longer had any reason to stay together. He even said to have slept with someone else. "





"Oh ... you're fine," he asked.
I reminded them not to tell anyone about Meredith.
"I'm fine. I no longer felt anything for her. "
"Well ... but better that way anyway. There is a person who missed you a lot in that time .... "I said, becoming serious. He drew back, making it appear to the left to view my father.





"Welcome Home James!" Cried a small voice.
was the last person I wanted to see at that time.
"So? You do not say anything to your father? ". Colin encouraged me to talk to him but at that moment I did not want at all. I hated my father and the thought of having to talk to him after what had happened to me made me feel even worse.
"Hello Dad," I said to please dry "I'm going to put me over."





grabbed the suitcase and ran to my room to get out of that predicament. It was like I had left. All my comics, my computer, my toys ... everything. And yet the room was perfectly clean and tidy. I took off my jacket and opened the wardrobe where the clothes of the case. As soon as I opened the door the smell of moth balls hit me.





Opera definitely dad. I opened the suitcase and took off my clothes that I had put in bulk quickly. Pulling a shirt something metal fell to the ground. I knelt down to get a better shine on the table and saw a pendant. The charm of my mother. I opened it and found myself inside my picture and my father. At that time many memories resurface. The caress and play with my mother, the days spent studying next to her when she was ill, his funeral and then Meredith and all the wise things he had told me about the memories and missing persons. I had lost for the second time the most important woman in my life. I realized how selfish I had been and I curse myself for everything said or done. Meredith wanted to marry someone for love and not just because my hours were divided forever, but was about to marry a man she hated. And all this time I had not done anything. I was allowed to return to England without even telling us goodbye. Meredith was right: Sometimes I think too much of my pain to notice than others. I touched my cheeks and to my amazement I saw the tears. I never cried, it was stupid to cry. Instead, for her, for my lost love, my reason for living, shed tears of regret.
"James Kennedy The hard crying. Ok ... now I can die. "





I turned and saw that Colin was slowly came into my room without being noticed. Maybe I was too absorbed in my thoughts. But his voice did not want to mock ... just wanted to tear a smile.
"I was not crying ... I only had one thing in the eye!" I giustificai.





"Listen James was not born yesterday. I admit that I never expected to see you cry. But it does not mean being weak. The weak are those who do not cry because they do not even have the courage to do so. Remember it always. " That was one of the phrases I always told my mom when I was a child.
"I always said my mother."
"Exactly. Remember sometimes things that you could teach. Do not look down on everyone as if they could not even imagine your pain. Do not think your father all these years has never suffered the loss of your mother. Win was for him as aware of himself and what he really can do. I admit that was a bit 'crazy my plan to help him, but he has always loved your mother. And when she was ill, he left everything, even himself, to help her. The only mistake you can recognize them and have even abandoned his son at that time. But you can not continue to pretend that did not exist. Stop making the proud and have the courage to admit your mistakes. "





Colin spoke these words in anger, perhaps to wake up. At that moment it opened a new reality before my eyes. Meredith had lost pride and pride I'd lose my father one day. I loved him, even though all these years I never had the courage to admit it.
"You're right!" I cried.
"What," asked Colin thrilled. "I did not expect one of your yield so easily! Boy ... what's happening to you? You hit your head? ".





"I just do not want to lose someone I care again."
"Again?".
"Forget Colin. Nobody can remedy them. " Oh yes ... I would not have regained Meredith. She was getting married and there was the ocean and many other issues to divide us.
"Full there is a remedy, James ... except death. You can still fix your mistakes and then take the bull by the horns and also addresses this situation. "





was easier said than done. Now she was lost forever. But first I wanted to do something since my mother died I had not done: talk to my dad. Went downstairs and found him watching TV.
"Hello Daddy ... why are not you at work?" I asked.





"I just came retired. It finally came time for me to retire, "he said.
"Well then ... .. I can sit next to you?".
He looked at me surprised for a moment then said, "Okay."





I took the remote and started zapping. An awkward silence prevailed. "Have the courage to admit your mistakes." Colin's words echoed in my mind.





"Dad ... I'm sorry! In all these years I blamed the death of her mother. But it was not your fault ... it just happened. And I was selfish in thinking that you do not suffer as I do. "I spoke these words in one breath watching a random point of the room.





do such a thing had cost me so much. I'm not used to apologize even when they are really upset about something.
"Do not worry, James. But I'm glad that finally you have come to tell me that. I hope that from today we will be a true father and son, "said my father moved. That
boulder to heart now that I no longer existed. I felt lighter but still felt a sharp pain in my chest when I was thinking about Meredith.
"You're not happy about this James?" I asked Dad.
"It's not that. With you I could fix but do not make it up with another person ever to what I did. The regret forever. "





"You're talking about Sofi?".
"No ... did not go well with her but I found another girl: Meredith. He did not say who it was really because he wanted to be loved for what it was and not for what he had. And I, when I knew, I was not able to move on. I loved and still love it. But now after all these months she is about to marry another, even if against his will. " While I confess I got up and my father did the same while I was looking up and down the room.
"You have admitted your mistake now seeks to remedy. You wherever you are in now, kneel and ask if you need to apologize because you will not find true love twice in your life. Sofi is was only a transit point, but this appears to be Meredith that she was predestined to you! If you do not go to her, I regret to each other and both will be unhappy for the rest of your life. Is this what you want for her? "He asked.





Absolutely not. I wanted Meredith to be happy. If I'd rather suffer also suffer alone without causing her pain.
"But Dad ... Meredith is in England with ... do I get there?".
My father took his wallet from his pocket, opened it and pulled out the credit card.
"Download all you want for your trip. Pagaci the tree. But go to her. "
Despite how I had behaved in all these years, Dad was willing to forgive immediately. Perhaps he had always forgiven and this was now willing to help me.
I embraced him as a thank you.





I grabbed my room and left the bare essentials.





I took the first flight to London with hope in your heart. I remedied this too, I would have prevented Meredith to marry a man who did not like ... I would made her happy even if he wanted to go with me. Once at the destination I realized I did not know exactly where Meredith lived. I began to ask for some 'anywhere, in the end, after taking a dozen taxi arrived in front of a huge gate, beyond which she lived, my half.

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see the villa last photo? As you surely realize is the Victorian Villa which I posted some time ago and I had used for the previous layout (to see inside, for those not familiar, can go here ). In the comments I was asked to put it for download ... it's true there's been a while 'time but I'd forgotten: P I need a place to do it:) In fact, clicking on DOWNLOAD Protections download the house:) The Policy is as follows: you can do whatever you want, except claim it as yours:) Good download: *