Hello: D You are right not updated since exactly one month -.- 'but this damn school does not give me relentlessly. I'd like to spend much more time for the sims but unfortunately you can not -.- 'But forgive me, I decided to upgrade, little by little, with an episode of my history with The Sims 3:) now enjoy reading; )
Cristal pulled me by the arm when Mr Bell was gone, we went upstairs and pushed me hard into a room.
"Do you realize what you just did? You have condemned your existence to a life full of pain and sacrifices. Do not solve your financial problems before sculettando eager middle-aged men ... you're doomed. You can not do anything that Bell does not agree ... even love! "Warned me angry, as if both would blame herself.
"Cristal know what I face. My mother probably would hate me if he were here. In that case I would have made this choice. I would still be with her and my sister in that dilapidated house! "I said dragging words.
I did not really want to talk. I no longer had the strength to do anything in reality.
"Try not to do anything that might piss Bell in the closet ... you will find the uniforms, you see one you are. And put the heavy makeup ... Bell argues that we must see what we are. ... I try not to do anything stupid. We must support each other, "he said becoming more understanding and giving me a smile.
I squeezed as if to lean on me physically.
again I found someone who did rely on me. But it was different: now I find I could totally trust her.
It took me a while 'to understand what was the right size for my uniform after Cristal had gone down to serve customers in the Cafe. It took me a little 'make-up and try to see me with that heavy makeup on him. Squadrai me a couple of times before being totally convinced.
There seemed to be nothing of the old thing, except the chain around his neck, to my mother. It was there, hanging from my neck, ready to remind me what my past and especially the shame it has taken a similar decision.
Shortly after I heard a knock at the door and Cristal's voice asking me if he could enter.
"So? Are you ready? There is a lot of work down. "
"I am ready ... we can start!" I said.
I went with her downstairs and immediately gave me to do. I did not want to be a burden on Cristal and tried to learn everything quickly without being too obstructive.
also learned how to endure the comments that some gallant little boys turned to me and to my friend without giving too much importance to anyone or anything. At the end of Coffee, Crystal and I were worn out and give us a break and enjoy a good coffee.
"You were smart you know."
"Thanks ... I tried to do my best!" I said.
between me and Cristal was created a complicity that had no equal. It was my crutch, my lifeline ... but before I had to always be so for others often feel overwhelmed by this weight.
"Then girls ... do not waste time .. run to change you. You, Mia, tonight you will be in the strip club on the back. You'll make a little 'tripping a bit of publicity'. Will give our customers a taste but do not leave without appetite, "said Mr. Bell coming in and turning immediately to me.
"Mr. Bell, Mia has just arrived today ... let us give time to settle in and ..."
"I do not want to hear ... My apologies to begin tonight to repay my generosity! "
"Cristal Do not worry ... I can do it!" I said reassuring her but his gaze made me understand that I was able to convince her.
I prepared to turn in a perfect Cubist demanded about 20 minutes and eventually I was unrecognizable. The long white boots, legs bare and only a small Topp full of rhinestones to cover any dancer I made a strip club but not Amelia, the girl who I really was.
I also decided it was best to leave my room in the pendant from my mother. Thanks to the felt that object and I absolutely wanted to close on that in a moment like she had to be there beside me. I went downstairs again to the idea of what I was getting dizzy and I was immediately in front of Bell.
"Absolutely perfect. Remember: you smile and give us in! Will be queen of the night, but ... you are the flower of the night. And I decided from now on ... this would be your stage name. Amelia: the flower of the night. "
looked like a journalist who had just found a way for an overwhelming front-page article. The eyes of pigs Bell shone as if he had won the lottery. I stared at the empty, as if I were a robot ready to follow orders without feeling any sensations.
At that moment, but I wanted to run away, I wanted to abandon the pretense to be free. I stared in my mind the face of Jane, and then I realized it was better to stay, even if this required a great sacrifice.
Ten minutes after I made my entrance on stage, announced by my new name. The music started and began to lash out.
All around me men in the throes of a hormonal crisis and ready to pounce while they were whistles of appreciation and admiration. I was not myself, I was no longer mine.
corner yet still there must have been fond of the girl's family devastated and would do anything for it. In fact it was this aspect of my character to lead me in that situation.
smiling and trying to be aggressive as he wanted Bell, but my heart wanted to scream. I had to withstand some palpated before the evening would end.
"You were magnificent, Mia ... our customers were satisfied and soon you will have some demand for an evening out a bit ' more ... intimate ... how can I say! "Mr. Bell told me when I could finally sit down exhausted.
"Mr. Bell ... ... I better go." Bell wanted to make me a real prostitute while I still I had not really realized what I was doing. I wanted to regain my sister but still I did not realize it's the wrong way. I went outside for a breath of fresh air.
The back dell'Astor Coffee was sleazy and completely different entry main drag, with rather a myriad of shops. I looked up to heaven and sighed.
"Mommy ... mommy! What am I doing? To follow my goals and now I lost myself? Forgive me ... I certainly disappointed. "
comforted me talk to my mother as if I had one nearby. The only positive thing was that I could not see his eyes disgusted by my actions.
"Hey Mia! Everything ok? "He asked as he approached Cristal.
"could be better ... how was your evening?".
"could have gone better," she said pointing to a faint smile. ... Rather than the much-desired debut of Bell as he went? ".
"He's happy ... he has already decided everything for me."
"Watch My ... you're entering a spin from which hardly going to come out. Bell will not give you the power ... he sees his toy now. A toy with which to make a lot of money. Do not tarry introduce you to some customers. "
Cristal did not want to scare me ... just wanted to warn me. Yet his words terrified me and I was more afraid when the time passed I realized that his predictions were not unfounded.
Continued ...
