And here I am again here with this update a bit 'longer than my standard to compensate for the XD the last time as promised, P up to 39 photos are waiting for you (I usually put it a score). Finally I'm done with school, at least for the first quarter. Some professor wanted to make the sly for the amount of homework, someone was compassionate to the end ... so I'd say it could go even worse. I fear only that in the next three days to leave school news that might ruin my healthy optimism XD But I will not get bored with my usual complaining about the school. Enjoy, and Merry Christmas to you all that I endure every time with my updates and chat on msn XD a big kiss and a hug: *
I went home at 6 and a half destroyed in the afternoon and cold. I wanted to relax on the couch when you zap. As I entered a odorino inviting invaded my nostrils. Incredulous took off his jacket and walked to the kitchen. Sofi saw struggling with something in the middle of the kitchen.
I was quite shocked by the vision and it took 5 minutes to recover.
"Welcome back baby ... did you see? I'm cooking for you! "He said smiling, but keeping their gaze on what he was doing. He had made his commitment.
"Sofi? What's happening? Should I be worried? "I asked alarmed.
"James ... but what the hell are you babbling! I felt like cooking and I cooked simple ... no? And remember! I do not do anything for nothing. "
I knew at once his allusion. But the thing I am equally suspicious. It was strange to see my girl busy in the kitchen. It gave me a strange feeling.
"Will you stop staring? Rather than go to the table, "he said while fiddling with the stove.
Before I could answer came to me and kissed me gently. A that moment I began to understand that the attention of Sofi did not make me any effect. I thought that perhaps this was due to fatigue or for a period passenger.
strascorse The evening quietly. Sofi a simple omelette cooked for her but it was as if he had some kind of big dish of French cuisine. He was satisfied with her work and what would in return but I simply just wanted to finish dinner and relax on my sofa. After dinner, in fact, I started watching television looking for something interesting to see. At one point she sat on me Sofi obscuring the view.
"Sofi What are you doing?".
"Remember the reward," answered starting to kiss my neck.
"No Sofi ... I'm too tired ... I do not like. Maybe later, "I tried to push it away annoyed by its persistent attention.
"But James ..." like a spoiled child who had not had the gift he wanted.
Suddenly the bell saved me from the lament of Sofi.
"Are not you going to answer?" I asked. Sofi
sulky went to open it. After two minutes came back with that girl I had met that morning, Meredith.
The heart took a dive and I began to feel hot.
"Hello ... you're the guy this morning, right?" Asked Meredith.
"Exactly. My name is James, "I reminded her.
"You two know each other?" Said Sofi.
"It helped me to get up this morning because I had slipped because of the ice," I hastened to say now. I did not want to get started Sofi strange ideas. Would come out of my head.
"Ah ... Meredith would like some coffee?" Asked Sofi our guest.
"Yes please."
"Honey, please. You can prepare yourself? "The romance had ended for Sofi.
After preparation took it already paid along with three cups of donuts. We began to talk about this and that.
Meredith's voice was sweet and just followed what you said. I was lost again in his eyes and in his manner of doing so fine and elegant. He told us he had come from England with his dog, Athos, but a question of Sofi, became curious.
"So Meredith, what led the United States? ".
The girl turned pale and for a few seconds he could not utter even a syllable.
"Here I am ... .. for the study. Yes ... I just graduated and am doing some refresher courses here in America. "
"I understand. It must have been hard for you to leave your family, your friends ... your boy! "I ventured to say.
"Well leave my family was not a problem, my friends, in the true sense of the word no I and the last guy that I had back in high school. "
"Oh dear ... I'm sorry. In case I need someone to our door is always open for you, "said Sofi and try to be compassionate and charitable.
"Well I think it's time that I take away the trouble," exclaimed suddenly Meredith.
'What noise? Switch when you want, "said Sofi. I knew that in reality she did not think so. Surely he wanted to send it when it gets kicked out. Meredith to the door, and while Sofi fixed everything, I continued from where I left off: my TV.
"It looks nice this Meredith. Maybe we could become friends! "Sofi said when he sat down beside me. Peace was over.
"He seems nice ..." I said, to silence her. But it seemed that the message is not to arrive in Sofia because he cried: "Where were we?". And I wondered as well? He knew better me what he was doing before the arrival of Meredith. But in the end after so many compliments that night we ended up having sex. That bleak, however, without passion or involvement.
was just sex. And while flirted with Sofi, the eyes of Meredith brooks. Because his image in my mind whirled at a time like this?
At the end I had a moment of peace when Sofi slept like a child hugging me.
about 4 months went by before another event would disrupt my life. It was a Sunday morning in May. I just woke up and began to be returned back into my conscious mind Meredith.
now was the star of all my dreams and my every thought and I could not drive them away. And as I continued to think about all this, I went to the cabinet to change.
"Hello darling! Can we talk? "Said Sofi already awake and ready to go out.
"Sure ... tell me everything!" I said as I started to put on his pants.
"Well here it is ... easy to say. Well ... here ... I see you far from a little 'time James and I start to believe it ... here ... you are no longer in love with me. "
I thought to be doomed as I was buttoning his shirt. I thought he had found out of my thoughts on Meredith.
"Sofi ... I ..."
"Let me finish. I thought there was another with whom you're cheating on me ... and then a couple of months ago ... well ... that day is coming to visit the new neighbor ... after you're gone ... I met a guy that ... ".
"A boy?" Incited the end. The waiting made me change too much.
"So I went to bed. I thought it would get even with you ... but little by little, after what I did, I realized that I had betrayed him based only on assumptions. "
"You what? Sofi you realize what the fuck have you done? You were my first real girlfriend. I gave you all of me. It is true lately I've been away but it is not reason enough to betray me with the first meetings. Sofi I suck ... I did not believe you came that far! "I screamed with all the breath against my throat.
I tried not to even think about Meredith or other girls and she betrayed me with the first being met?
"James is waiting ... I know that seems absurd, but I did it out of jealousy. I love you ... do not you understand? "She cried desperately.
"I understand that you're only a ... one ... it sucks just the idea Sofi. Now I understand why you were so thoughtful coming to cook for me. I left the house to make me walk. You go out shopping with your girlfriends geese. And while you're there to see another flat. One of them must leave this house and I certainly will not. "
I left the house slamming the door. I paused for a moment to reflect. What I felt was not anger or jealousy but relief. Strange. Obviously now I did not feel anything for Sofi.
"I have no intention of returning to Mother England. I'm all right here where are and not daring to come get me. I'm tired of my obligations and duties ... never a moment to devote myself and what I really am. I found a job and although I can guarantee a comfortable life I feel great because I'm free. "
Ruotai my head and saw Meredith who railed against his phone. She did not notice me until I hung up.
"Oh James .... You've heard it all, "he asked.
"Just a little bit. So you ran away from home. I imagined that the study was a lie. "
"I'm not worth much as an actress then. ... Pretty ... how are things going?" She asked.
"Pretty good!" I said lying.
"Not even like you very good actors. Come inside. Do you want to chat? "He suggested.
"Why not?".
Meredith then I followed into her apartment, leaving the question Sofi paused for a while '. As soon as I passed the threshold of the door I heard a dog barking that we were meeting with the tail wagging and tongue hanging.
"Athos is good! Quiet is good ... ... James just wants to meet you! "Said Meredith, stopping the dog before he could drag me away. "It's like that with everyone. Sweep them away with his energy, however, without knowing that can make us fear for his size and his vehemence. " Thanks to the caresses of Meredith
Athos had become calm and docile as a lamb.
He could also have this effect on dogs.
"And that is yours," I said I eyes widening at the sight of his car.
"Well ... here is a sop to Mom to make me feel good!" Justified himself embarrassed.
"Wow ... before I could afford a car like I have to work for at least 20 years!" I cried as if he were some kind of amazement in the world.
"I can look at it?".
"Sure ... go ahead," she agreed.
That machine was a marvel. It was then Meredith realized that my passion for cars.
"I really like cars so much?" He asked.
"If I like? Me and the machines are one. My first car I built the same with these hands. There I threw up blood and sweat that old iron but in the end I managed to do it shine. "
Meredith seemed entranced by my story and invited me to continue the conversation in the kitchen. I noticed that the apartment was in disarray. Still there were boxes scattered here and there as Meredith had just moved again.
"But did not you come to live here this winter?" I asked him when he sat down beside me.
"Sorry for the mess but some things just do not know where to put them. I have yet to find a solution. You know with the removals are not practical, "said embarrassed.
"I've come up with something ... I have not yet explained the real reason why you're here!" I said after I remembered the telephone conversation of Meredith. She became serious and made
a slight smile before you start the story.
"Well the truth is that my mother has always decided for me. Since my father died she has always tried to do even that which he would have done. But all this has led to removing all my decision-making capacity. Until a few months ago. No I have more but I decided to take my stuff and go! Being part of a large family with economic opportunities has its drawbacks. "
"I'm sorry Meredith. Well ... I lost my mother when I was still in grade school. I was half a sock at the time. My father is completely isolated and I think he left my mother to die alone so as not to abandon his experiments in the laboratory. I hated him and that my brother never born. Both have taken away my mom. My grandparents told me then that my mother was too poor health to tackle a second pregnancy and her body has not held up. "
Meredith looked at me and sweetly through his eyes I could see his understanding. Those eyes caught me again and suddenly ebbi anche il desiderio di toccare quelle labbra.
Sentii la sua mano, bianca come il latte, stringere la mia. Quel contatto mi fece sobbalzare. Volevo andare oltre questo semplice gesto, volevo stringerla tra le mia braccia, sentire il suo profumo, accarezzarla e sussurrare al suo orecchio quanto sia bella e dolce.
“Non permettere che il ricordo di tua madre svanisca ma non vivere mai di ricordi! Entrambe le cose sono completamente sbagliate!”disse Meredith diventando ancora più seria.
La mattina passed quickly between laughter and eyes until it was time to leave. How I wanted to ask you to let me stay a little longer '. Away from her meant the world to face alone. And, once returned to my apartment, I found waiting for Sofi with all the problems.
Passing through the doorway I heard sobs coming from the bedroom. I went and found Sofi sitting on the bed watching a spot on the wall.
"You have found a place to stay?" I asked sharply.
She stood up and was staggering towards me. The trick was undone for the tears and smiled weakly.
"Please, James. Give me a second chance! "I pleaded.
made me very sad at that moment but the list of things that do not accept the betrayal is at the top.
Continued ...
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